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sgsfoto: Les tam-tams de Montréal

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:47:13 -0400

Les tam-tams de Montréal

Realizations

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:42:11 -0400

Sometimes I wonder if I post pictures that say really positive things because I’m making up for shit I’ve done in the past. Quotes about acceptance and self-esteem problems… maybe the reason why these consistently show up on my blog is that I want to apologize for stupid decisions I made, and despicable ways I treated people in the past, but I can’t do it in person. This is the way I know how to express my sorrow. I feel a lot of regret for being the person I used to be. As maturity sets in, my changing brain brings up uncomfortable memories that remind me of bridges I’ve burned, and people that I lost touch with. I’ve ruined a lot of stuff in my life while figuring out who I want to be. I’m sorry.

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Mon, 20 May 2013 00:06:44 -0400

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Sun, 19 May 2013 23:35:55 -0400

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Sun, 19 May 2013 23:26:56 -0400

inkmaggot: tam tams today. quite the variety of people.

Sun, 19 May 2013 19:25:14 -0400

inkmaggot:

tam tams today. quite the variety of people.

I am yearning for travel right now. I can just picture it in my head. A cozy little hostel somewhere...

Tue, 14 May 2013 17:14:06 -0400

I am yearning for travel right now. I can just picture it in my head. A cozy little hostel somewhere on the outskirts of town, somewhere in England preferably. Cobblestone roads and little bookstores and cafés. Relaxing walks in a new forest, preferably on gloomy, rainy days. I don’t need big fancy attractions, or neon signs or big impressive buildings. I already have that and it’s a 20 minute walk from my apartment. I just want a new experience.

my bulldog Tulip

Mon, 13 May 2013 09:42:27 -0400

my bulldog Tulip

For everyone's eyes only

Mon, 06 May 2013 12:09:42 -0400

I used to hide my Internet activities from everybody. In middle school, I went on chat rooms and made new virtual friends (and had some creepy experiences, but who didn’t?). In high school when I went drinking, I had to ask people not to tag me in pictures with them so my parents wouldn’t find out about my disobedience. Any instance of swearing or partying or doing something “unholy” had to be hidden away, for my eyes only. In college, I started a blog where I could dump all my frustrations, think out loud and document all my drunken fun. I remember getting a Facebook message from an old family friend telling me they had found my blog and should make it more private so I wouldn’t get found out by my parents. She did however sympathize with me. “I’ve definitely been there,” she said.

Now I’m 21, and I don’t really want to hide these things anymore. My tumblog is full of things that I love and holds my opinions on just about everything. Part of me wants to post the link out on the Interwebs, invite people to follow me and catch up on my life. I don’t have anything to lose, now that I’ve grown up and don’t really give a shit what people think about my beliefs. You know, maybe I’ll go for it. I’m done living in secrecy, hiding my support for LGBTQ rights, abortion, feminism, and left-leaning ideals. Maybe one of these days I’ll just say fuck it. Because I’m not in middle school anymore. I’m in the real world mothertruckers

Graffiti near my apartment, on rue Prince-Arthur Ouest

Mon, 06 May 2013 11:44:44 -0400

Graffiti near my apartment, on rue Prince-Arthur Ouest

"Be kind to yourself. Stop telling yourself that whatever you are struggling with “should” be easy...."

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 02:00:44 -0400

“Be kind to yourself. Stop telling yourself that whatever you are struggling with “should” be easy. If something is hard for you, it is hard for you. There are probably Reasons, though those may just be how you are wired. Acknowledge these things. When you finish something hard, be proud! Celebrate a little.

And really, just stop saying “should” to yourself about your thoughts and feelings in any context. You feel how you feel. The things in your head are the things in your head. You can’t change either directly through sheer force of will. You can only change what you do. Stop beating yourself up for who and what you are right now–it isn’t productive. Focus on moving forward.

”

- - How to keep moving forward, even when your brain hates you. (via daxsymbiont)

…. I think I needed this right now.

(via kittensandscience)

This is GREAT.

(via almanachouse)

nerdwegian: When do we start DROP THE BASS LOLOLOLOL

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 13:21:46 -0400

nerdwegian:

When do we ~~start~~ DROP THE BASS

LOLOLOLOL

Me and my English bulldog, Tulip. She loves being held like a...

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:12:52 -0400

Me and my English bulldog, Tulip. She loves being held like a baby.

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:10:55 -0400

greatfully: my edit :P

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 12:08:15 -0400

greatfully:

my edit :P

Elizabeth Taylor

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:58:58 -0400

Elizabeth Taylor

"The (500) Days of Summer attitude of “He wants you so bad” seems attractive to some women and men,..."

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:56:43 -0400

“The (500) Days of Summer attitude of “He wants you so bad” seems attractive to some women and men, especially younger ones, but I would encourage anyone who has a crush on my character to watch it again and examine how selfish he is. He develops a mildly delusional obsession over a girl onto whom he projects all these fantasies. He thinks she’ll give his life meaning because he doesn’t care about much else going on in his life. A lot of boys and girls think their lives will have meaning if they find a partner who wants nothing else in life but them. That’s not healthy. That’s falling in love with the idea of a person, not the actual person.”

- Joseph Gordon-Levitt (via perfect)

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Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:55:48 -0400

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Thu, 28 Mar 2013 17:28:42 -0400

rushingtheskyline: “It’ll ruin the sanctity of marriage”

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 17:26:54 -0400

rushingtheskyline:

“It’ll ruin the sanctity of marriage”